Be careful what you wish for, lest it come true! Circa 260 BC I wish for a companion during my cold nights. Warm enough my heart will melt every second we hug. He doesn’t need to be the most charming prince. Another big enough beige-colored body to wrap around my fair skin. A guy whose […]
Read more "Falling Star"Untukmu yang sering terjaga dikala petang. Bukan hanya kamu.Aku mengerti.Aku juga. Kadang memang sulit untuk tetap terpejam sembari terbersit kenangan yang kejam. Lantunan lagu merdu pun sudah tak mempan menidurkanmu. Gelap belum mampu membuatmu terlelap dalam aman. Ada yang membisu.Ada yang tertawa sendiri.Ada yang menikmati. Memang aneh.Aneh karena mata kita terbelalak dikala yang lain sudah […]
Read more "Susah Tidur"Memang benar ini hanya sebuah opini dari manusia lain yang mungkin tidak pernah mengenalmu. Aku mengerti rasanya jadi manusia. Mungkin kita sering berpikir bahwa kita adalah yang paling menderita. Memang benar, menjadi manusia itu nggak pernah gampang. Andai kita adalah predator kita hanya berpikir tentang makan, bertahan hidup, dan berkembang biak. Tapi kita, kita manusia. […]
Read more "Sekotak Harap"Life, death, rebirth, let the earthlings bow to the primordial life-force energy Creation, preservation, dissolution, all the earthlings bow to Earth’s foundations Maid, Mother, Crone, we bow to the boundless Sun, Moon, Fire, we bow to nature Physical, emotional and psychical bodies, ready! Make pure! Bless and purify, by the power of the seven sacred […]
Read more "Trapped in a Palace"Here we are again. I opened my eyes as soon as the first ray of light touches my bare skin. It’s just a beginning of any other day, and usually I like to scratch my itchy skins to brush of all the potential bacterias that might latched on me. You might see me as a […]
Read more "Shadow of the Jungle"It is my 6th year of being a coach and I will end this year in the place where I first met people whom I am thankful for. Some people ask me why I kept on doing this. Quarantined for 4 days and three nights while babysitting 6-8 kids, they say. Some might say this […]
Read more "Why you shouldn’t be coaching"Yth. Mbak JubadeahYang dulu suka nyender dan ndusel Dengan ini aku harus menulis lagi setelah sekian lama sentimen ini terkubur. Jujur aku rindu. Tentang semua peluk dan semua ragu yang dulu, aku sering cemburu. Cemburu pada aku yang dulu. Mungkin aku yang dulu sungguh beruntung pernah mengenalmu. Bukan aku tidak mengenalmu sekarang, tapi aku berusaha […]
Read more "Dari: Mas Aliman"This is not a story of the prince on a white stallion. Unlike other princesses who dressed beautifully in a long ass gown, she dressed simply to cover her secrets. He still remembers the first joke he threw at her to make her smile. As you guessed it, she laughed only to respect him. He […]
Read more "A Date with a Princess"I appeared empty before your eyes, just like these pages that used to be blank. Your body tempted me to put a mark on you, so that I didn’t have to lose someone like you again. I might bore you with all these words. Hence, I started by simple gestures of me smiling to you. […]
Read more "Dear Ex(es)"Depression. An overly used word which sometimes used as a judgement for individuals with odd behavior. From the day I was born nothing was truly special, a normal family, normal everything (at least better than my friends’). However, I’d like to skip the crappy part of having a normal decent life; a life full of […]
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Half-Blooded 